I should of told him.. I always had a plan to leave. I should of told him… I wasn’t going to stay.
I don’t want nothing from you.
I don’t need you to visit me, love me… nothing.
I don’t worry about you. I don’t want to know you.
Your absence is all I ever needed and has taught me things your presence never could.
Id be lying to myself though if I said I wanted you to know me. I like to think that you’re probably not the proudest. I mean come on.. who knows how many kids of yours you’ve abandoned.
How many other hearts are wrecked just like mine because of your recklessness-
But I think you’d be proud.. of me.
I can honestly say.. Im 28 years old and Ive never had my heart broken by a guy. Not a lot of women can say that. I don’t know if that makes me happy or sad though.
You didn’t just break my heart.. cause when something is broke, theres opportunity for it to be fixed. No.. you’ve dismantled me and thats whats kept me safe all these years.
(Letter to my “father”)
Aw thank you and thank you for the support;)